Go to girl

I don't care to be that girl anymore.
You know?
The one who is always there to open the door.
The one you call after you get into it with your girl.
The same one you always run to because you know she's always alone.
The one your girl considers to be a hoe.
The one you know will always be there for you no matter what.
The one who wants you but whom you don't want.
The girl who is only good enough for a fling but never the real thing.
The one you are so quick to give your body to but when it comes to your heart you keep that on lock like Fort Knox.
The one you could like but would never love.
The one you tell your problems to but don't care to know hers.
The one you will let do favors for you but never offer your help to.
The one who you tell you care so much for but never show.
The one you never introduce your friends to so you can keep her for yourself.
The one you only take out when the sun is not up.
The one you're willing to risk everything on but don't want to give up.
That same silly girl who has always been there and probably always will.
The girl you can live to regret but will never forget.
The one you can live without because it doesn't matter how she feels.
The pain kills her and she never heals.
No, I don't wish to be this girl anymore.
Not for you, not for him, or not for any of them.
I deserve much better than what any of you could ever give.