Honesty before hesitation

If you wanted to know something all you had to do was ask. All you can do is sit in your room and assume what you never knew. We all have our own truth. I don't believe yours and you never took time to hear mine. You know what? That's fine. Anytime somebody hears anything they don't like it becomes a reason to fight. What happened to being able to disagree without retreat? This world is full of fleeing human beings running from everything. The truth doesn't evade you, you evade the truth. It's easy to live today when you deny your past and fade to black. You become content to live in lies and stay in the shadows shying away from the light. Sun on my face I follow my truth because it always leads me home. Cordial can't be taught if all you've ever done is fought. I'm tired of rude ass people thinking it's just them standing in line, at the red light, waiting for the right time, on their own grind. Everybody has their own story. Step aside. Everybody has something that they use to cope with everyday possibly losing hope in their life. I'm recognizing your abuse. I'm senseless to the point of oblivion. I can't make circles because I've lost all perception of distance. I'm fading with your light because I can't compete with your daunting shadows. Instead of being swallowed whole I am entirely tied to my struggle. I know I'm on my own. You can't even help me. Why would you try? You wouldn't. Admit that. I can admit this shit is hard but I wouldn't trade it for the World because it's mine. I've let people use me. I realize it's cause to their own struggles. I won't blame them but never neglect how tightly a grip can grab hold. I don't ever want to be that trigger on someone's grip causing them to slip. That's not on the itinerary for my trip. I'd rather spend the whole time enjoying the moments, learning things I didn't know then, watch those around me find happiness and live life to it's fullest. There is no American dream. It comes from deeper within each and every single human being. Harness energy to what you're looking for and it becomes your truth believable to the rest of the world or not. To cover ground you have to know where you left off. Sometimes you make apologies for things not knowing what you did wrong. That's wrong. The right thing to do isn't always good and the wrong thing isn't always bad. My right is your left so who is to say if my up is your down or my smile is your frown. You never ever knew I existed before you intruded into my existence. So listen. You have your struggles like everybody else. Health. Wealth. Faith. Success. Love. Live your life and let me live mine. Don't ever ask me anything. You lost your chance.