C'est La Vie

How are you ever supposed to trust anyone when everyone you've ever trusted has pulled the rug from under your feet? How do you look forward to your future when you can't let go of the past? How can you mend your broken heart when you don't know how long the pain and suffering will last? When you take a step forward and fall two steps back, how do you convince yourself to keep walking the same path? To be unsure is to endure, never knowing your next move. Learning as you go, taking away from all of your mistakes. Loving through the pain. Trusting in vain. Feeling the pulse when you feel dead. Seeing things for what they really are. Seeing people for who they truly are. Passing up the easy way out for the reward. What are trials and tribulations without their testimonies? What are opportunities without their experiences? How could you ever recognize positivity without the negative counterpart? How would you realize you were in the light without the dark? Fear is a learned emotion, we were all born fearless. It is the things we go through from birth that allows fear to manifest and grow. Fear of the physical realm as well fear of other emotions we feel. Life in itself is a danger zone, danger around every turn. Does this mean we should stay still? Does a stagnant existence ensure resistance from bad things happening? Would I be safer to never take another chance? I don't ever want to live like that. Chance after chance have blown up in my face but I still stand on my own two feet today. Tomorrow is not guaranteed. Life plays wicked tricks. People throw stones and sticks. Fear is relentless. Love is a trivial game. As long as I am alive I will continue and save.